The title is a bit unfair, of course; one shouldn’t diss such a broad category of churches with the same brush. What I should really say is, (A) “liberal churches who put politics before the gospel are stupid” or the equally true (B) “liberal churches who become social clubs and forget the gospel are stupid”.
Am I being too harsh? Perhaps; it feels like years of disappointment have crashed into me all at once, and I’ve finally snapped. It may well be that I’m being unfairly critical. But I am trying to follow the definition laid out in the gospels of “fool”: who is the fool? The one who forgets God.
Let’s take (A) first. “Come now,” you may say, “don’t you realize that the gospel has political implications? If you take the Bible seriously, then liberal or progressive values logically follow.”
True enough. But I didn’t say that having liberal political values was stupid; the stupidity I’m complaining about lies in thinking that such values exhaust the gospel. Jesus summed it up: it all boils down to love God with all your heart and power, with everything you have (heart, soul, strength, mind), and love your neighbor as you love yourself. Progressive politics fulfills the latter half of this commandment but ignores the first half. That’s what some liberal churches are missing, it seems to me.
“But that’s not true!” you may protest indignantly, “how can we love God, without loving his children? Don’t you remember Jesus saying that what we do to the least of these, we do to him? So by working for an end to war and for social and economic justice we are loving God.”
Fair enough, but once again the error here lies in thinking that this is all that loving God means. Yes, when we love God we as a natural consequence will see God in our fellow humans, and seek to love him by serving our brothers and sisters, and this will include living with and by progressive values. But notice: other people aren’t God. In order for us to see God in others, we first have to know who God is through direct relationship with him, a relationship that we can continue cultivating and going deeper with forever. The liberal mistake I’m condemning is the skipping of (or the de-emphasis of) this intermediate step: “let’s just get right to the politics, that’ll automatically take care of all that loving God means, including all that vague, messy, awkward and potentially embarassing ‘relationship with God’ stuff” is in essence what some liberal churches say. And I’m saying that is stupid.
One kind way to look at the issue is that this type of church culture tries to jump to a communal or collective way of being without dealing with the fundamental spiritual wounds the individuals of the community have. For us in the United States (and probably most of the western world), one of our central wounds is the illusion of our separateness. We’re told a story early on that we are separate, individual beings, and usually that we’re deeply flawed or unacceptable in some way. This is a lonely story, and as we get older we try to deal with this by finding another story that at least mitigates the pain of it.
Some adopt the conservative story of pursuit of individual excellence, others find a story of belonging to a group: whether it’s a family, a company, the Marines, and so on. Jesus has for us a different story, one that helps us heal our deepest wounds by showing us that we are deeply connected not only to each other but to the divine itself. In this larger story, we can know and feel the experience of God living through us, loving us and loving the world through us, while being aware of the deep interconnections between us all. Once we know – not just believe intellectually, but know, through deeply felt experience, that we are loved, valued, and that our lives have meaning – then we are finally really free to love our neighbors as ourselves, even when the neighbor is not behaving lovingly towards us.
And there’s the rub: it is easy to be progressive (even self-righteously progressive) in a safe environment where everyone thinks the same as you. But what about when people abuse you (and even beat or pepper spray you!)? Jesus said to love your enemy; can you do so when they’re beating you over the head, spraying burning chemicals into your eyes, or dragging you through the street by your hair? If you’re having trouble with that, what do you do then? Listen to a political speech? No, what you need, it seems to me, is divine healing and divine transformation that can only come about when we do the spiritual work of turning our attention to God in prayer in all its various forms. This mystical element is not some esoteric philosophy meant for the most rarefied situations, but is what is most vitally needed for the most concrete, practical situations that we face in our lives. IMHO, one of the centrally important roles of the church is to help tell and facilitate the experience of this larger story of the divine in human history and in our own lives. When it fails to do this, it’s a tragedy of heartbreaking proportions – and stupid.
Basically the same thing can be said with regard to (B). You may object that “look, things like potlucks, coffee hour, playing volleyball, etc. are just ways for people to get to know each other, have fellowship, and become comfortable with each other, what’s wrong with that?” Nothing, of course. What I object to is when this social club aspect becomes the central focus of the church, and when the spiritual work of enabling church members to worship and grow deeper in their walk with God is given secondary importance, given short shrift, or even ignored completely. When pancake breakfasts and volleyball come before prayer vigils, Taize services, prayer meetings, contemplative prayer practices, and so on, IMO the church has gone off the rails and is being stupid.
Is my church guilty of these things? I’ll leave that for others more experienced and wiser than I to judge. However, what I will say is that after years of trying to find a home at Trinity, it’s becoming clear to me that my needs to worship and know God at a deeper level and do the spiritual work that I’m called to do are not going to be met there. Only a very small proportion of the church appears interested in prayer or in knowing God more deeply; I hope to continue to meet with those people on occasion, but as for the rest of the church I think trying to get them interested in prayer is just beating a dead horse at this point. My goal is to find a church where people want to pray, and where I can learn from the community about prayer and how to love God more.
Lest this message be misunderstood, I don’t mean to cast blame or bring shame to any person, committee or group; I love dearly everyone I’ve met at my church. “Doesn’t sound like it, you’re calling the whole church stupid,” you may respond. I don’t mean to be. First I freely admit that I’m as or more stupid than anyone else; secondly, my purpose in using this harsh language is not to call any person stupid, but to condemn *a certain church culture* (or philosophy) and its concomitant practices in a provocative way so that my thoughts and feelings on the subject are clear and might possibly provoke some thought or discussion; and finally, it’s not for me to judge what Trinity’s culture really is, that’s for others who know it better than I. All I can honestly and accurately say is that I don’t feel that Trinity is or will support me or others in going deeper spiritually, and so I think I need to look elsewhere.